No need to bare the weight of your worries here...

I am starting to worry because I haven't been sleeping good lately.  I think I've been stressing myself out about everything.  The other night, which was the night of my last post I got sick and threw up everywhere.  I think it was something I ate though because I didn't have a fever or anything.  It was a rough night needless to say!  I am hoping I'm not that sick tonight but I have a bucket beside me just in case.  My stomach does feel crampy but I think it's just nerves or stress.  I don't know.  I mean today was kind of a busy day.  I had my internship and then went to class and took a mid-term which I was definitely stressing over a little bit.  Then after that I went to my parent's house for dinner and had a St. Patrick's day dinner with the family.  It's always hard to wind down after dinner with them but it usually doesn't take m this long.  I've just had so much on my mind lately.  It's kinda crazy.  Maybe I'm just trying to adjust to the whole internship experience.  It kinda sucks because I'm not getting paid and I think that makes me feel more crappy.  I've been applying for every job I see but still not getting any responses.  It all just sucks.  But at least I have an A so far in the class I am in!  Thank goodness for that! And I am still so very grateful for my family because they always know how to make me smile even if they don't realize how stressed out I am.

I applied for this one job today that requires knowledge of bookkeeping and quickbooks.  I'm not familiar with quickbooks at all but I need to research it and figure out how to use it.  I kinda lied to the employer and told them that I've used it before.  It can't be that hard right??  Who knows!  I at least have a good reference for these people so I might have a good chance at getting this job.  Cross your fingers!

btw, Happy St. Patrick's day! I am a bit Irish, the red hair kinda gives it away <3

Well I don't know what else to say for now.  I am getting sleepy though so maybe I'll finally get some sleep. Good night world!